What can be viewed as real?

                       After watching the Call of duty black ops 2 live action trailer, it takes the realistic events of human life into computed action. The camera really has you engaged within the action. Putting people in these fantasy settings creates the video game world to be proposed as normal. This type of gamic cinema, as recognized by Galloway, creates the audience to feel as though they are actively in this gamic space. The camera gets jostled around, it stops and starts, it pants and tilts; this helps create the gamic space to interfere with real life. By utilizing this in the Call of Duty advertisement really introduces the ability to feel full stimulation. It follows the rhythms of the whole body, not just that of the eyes. Additionally, this really allows the player to have control and interaction. The ability to explore the space first hand is introduced by having real life people engage in these fantasy and video game like environment. Therefore, this form of advertisement in the video game world is very intriguing. I, personally, felt very captivated and entertained by the idea of connecting this realistic experience throughout the trailer. This form of digital media really allows you to engage in affective experiences.

                     Furthermore, in aspects of race and gender, the video game trailer introduces all genders and races. Yet, I noticed that all of the female gamers in this trailer were attacking the males as if it was a “surprise.” Both females that were in the trailer were wearing suggestive clothing, showing a substantial amount of skin. This perhaps can coincide with the societal construction of females in the digital game arena. A Hispanic man was introduced with using stereotypical jargon that argue against the stereotypical gamer as a white middle class man. However, throughout the trailer the white male outweighed all minorities throughout the trailer. Therefore, this still expresses the societal construction of game playing in a more suppressive way. Moreover, this depiction of white male representation in game playing was also recognized in my Wolfenstein 3D, game playing.

                      Immediately the white males are introduced on the first image of the game. Also, I began my exploration through the website by clicking the story-after going through 22 pages-I felt that depicting this as a “Nazi” first-shooter-game experience instills this terrible depiction of white males. Not only that, but I felt a sense of discomfort when knowing I would have to play this game that focuses on the Nazi Regime. I did not like this. Yet, I began by selecting Episode 3 to play with, just to understand how I was going to approach this scenario. Wandering through the various rooms with locked or unlocked doors appeared to all look the same-I did not know what I was doing. Having minimal gaming experience, I was unaware of certain capabilities I could perform throughout my playing. Therefore, after wandering through a few rooms, uncertain of what I was doing, I found myself facing a sergeant who immediately started to shoot at me. Noticing my decreasing health levels, I was so unaware of how to approach this-I was constantly being shot at. Next thing I knew, I was dead. I thought it was really interesting the way they angled this first-player-shooter dynamic because the “face” of myself in the game was below with all of the other statistics. Creating this type of dynamic between the player and the information bar on the game makes the player feel as though they are being directly shot at. I would imagine this game can relate to the many complications of creating an openness for this type of behavior in modern society.

pictures from morocco! .. Nikki Beach, only tell your best friends <3

my friends and i ventured on a 3 hour train ride to Marrakech for 3 nights- we rented a riad with 30 of our friends! heres some pictures of it/our camel ride in the hot hot heat after a night at Pacha!

BEST NIGHT CLUB EVER! and Teatro! weird being with so many arabic people, had henna written on my hand that said my name in arabic, random lady grabbed my hand and started to write on me! it was so WEIRD!

went to a restaurant with belly dancers and women were had HUGE plates of candles on their heads and balancing and dancing – FOOD WAS SO GOOD!

La Momonia=beautiful hotel !!! SO STUNNING!!!!! spent the day their eating lunch, GORGEOUS

Spent our lady day of being official SAS-ers on the voyage at NIKKI BEACH!!! the most amazing day of my life! surrounded with absolute wealth and fun, the music was amazing! we met outstanding and beautiful people from all over the world, especially Europe, who just came in for the day that wanted to spend money, drink, dance and enjoy the nice Marrakech weather!

we spent the next night at a hookah bar!!! it was so much fun, before we went out and met up with our friends (who we met that day) at nikki beach, who got us a table at the club!! it was so cool, just walking through the lines and

everything!!

the last few steps..and im back

as i slowly start to approach the “U.S. territory,” something that used to be my comfort, my rock, my everything, I realize now just how fortunate and privileged I am. I have experienced 14 different countries in just 114 days, i can be cliche and say just how changed i feel; yet, the moment I once saw a vietnamese orphan stare at his currency with blank eyes, unfamiliar of what it even was; the moment when my friends and i had to stand beside a Ghanaian curb where we became those first unfamiliar faces that ghanaian children have ever seen, the moment i entered an Indian mentally disabled orphanage home and the only reaction i could attain was tears streaming down my eyes as i saw a child bleeding and not even having the accessibility for a band-aid.. THESE are the things that have molded me into this “changed” person… but yet, are those even ways to classify “a changed person?”

Today, as i started to disembark Europe, the clock was winding down,and I sprinted through the Paris airport-running like a maniac just to make my flight. That first step I made on the plane; that one moment where all of these faces began to speak english; that moment when the ratio to caucasian faces to minorities surpassed my brain; that moment when i began to hear conversations i could ACTUALLY understand at first-hand… tears filled my eyes.

I had made it. I had finally been able to conquer any fears, any uncertainity that i had the inability to experience what i just did for the past 4 months. I am so proud of myself, let alone my parents for giving me this opportunity. yes I AM CHANGED, YES I look around and see things differently.. Semester at Sea has probably saved my life. The cultures and opportunities Semester at Sea gives you is outstanding. Throwing yourself into a completely new place-even the ship that has 600+ people, and having no where to go.. can be quite ironic as i felt the most growth in that seclusion.

The nerves and tensions of what to do, who to talk to, what if im not cool, what if i am sitting alone for a meal, all erase. The 6 by 6 room you share with one other person, the rock hard bed that you sleep all your exhaustion on, all become that comfort, that rock, that everything. The stress and fear of being thrown into a country where the majority of people live off of just $5 a day is NEW, so yes it is OKAY to be scared, but when can you ever say that you have this unbelievable chance to make a difference again?

I have exposed my eyes to things that i did not know existed. My eyes have seen dirt filled homes, let alone homes that attained no more substance than just concrete floors and walls.

It is going to be hard, even as I mentally try to prepare going back home to know that the world is just so much MORE than the dumb, over-priced grocery stores, the swanky restaurants that people crave, the desire or absolute MUST NEED for the new designer items that came out.. HELLO PEOPLE WE ARE MORE THAN THAT. The level of consumerism cannot and will not surpass my memory of seeing such poverty stricken areas. THE WORLD HAS MORE TO OFFER, REACH OUT and put yourself in there.

I cannot believe, me, Melanie Shaw, experienced this journey. This has undoubtably been the best decision of my life. I am so fortunate and lucky that I have seen all of this. Thank you everyone who supported me during this voyage that deeply and profoundly changed my life.

So long..

Ghana…a place ill never forget

Well…after days of uneasiness, nervousness, and preparation-the journey towards Ghana finally arrived. I admit, my friends lack of planning, and going with the “flow” attitude made me quite nervous for this port. With that being said, we arrived in Ghana and went towards Busua Beach-it was about 30 minutes away from the port of Takoradi. We knew of one hotel, Alasaka Beach Club, which is where all of our friends were staying. We drove through what appeared to be the norm and natural sights: shacks, poverty, animals (this time goats and roosters) running beside the sidewalks with somewhat durable cabs. we pulled up to this Alasaka beach club and saw that it was actual huts, and by huts, i mean cement walls and ground, consisting of one, almost at the floor, bed with only a fitted sheet and two flimsy pillows…. oh and there was a fan.. that had a speed level of about .5, windows with bug nets, but they were all sliced open, and a wooden bookshelf looking thing as a place to put your clothes… as you can tell i was very pleased with this. Oh and a bathroom attached (which we were lucky to even get, most were communal) that did not have toilet paper… quite the experience. However, on the upside-we were RIGHT on the water. So, we quickly threw our suits on and headed towards meeting all of our friends on the beach. We were with probably between 30-40 SAS kids from the beginning of the afternoon until the late evening, at this same little surf shop that had blaring music, alcohol, and food-we were pleased to say the least. All of the sudden we walk over to this surf shop and saw our friend Travis surrounded by about 8 Ghana kids-we were so taken back, but they were SO happy to see us and so amazing that it was funny and fun. My favorite was this one little kid who kept asking me and my friend Gentry to take pictures of him-most of these kids dont even know what they look like because they don’t have mirrors..WILD. So we spent the rest of the evening hanging out in our bathing suits and cover-ups, sweating nonetheless, but embracing being on the beach and having fun with everyone. I actually met someone from Michigan!! He was studying there for about 6 months or something, i cant remember, but he was from Marshall, Michigan?… no idea, but it was exciting. Later on, we left the surf shop and went to this rooftop bar on top of a hotel! it was really pretty.

The next day we all woke up and went to breakfast at this Africaan breakfast place-it was very good. We spent the day on the beach and hanging out relaxing. Since I had not been in AC for about 48 hours (my hair is frizzy with the combination of sand, ocean water, and fake ghana shower water, OK) so me and two of my guy friends decided to get a room for one night at the resort next to our shacks. Walking into that lobby was as if heaven struck my face-I WAS SO HAPPY!!!!! We hung out at the pool, enjoyed the amenities and relaxed. OH and as we were leaving the shacks to the resort, my SANDALS BROKE! So i was happy i could go to the gift shop type thing i guess and buy a new pair!! They are trendy ghana shoes LOL. Later on we went to dinner at the hotel, and enjoyed some questionable food-stir fry chicken and french fries (which they know how to cook really well in Ghana, oddly). We met up with our friends at dinner, and were planning on going out, BUT once you hit the bed for a “nap” it never ends up being that…. needless to say, we fell asleep at 930pm. ha ha.

Next AM, Me, Nick and Rod (both from California) went to this restaurant (atleast i thought it was going to be) called Florentines… it ended up being a one burner stove with one women cooking who was pregnant– there werent even menus.. it was beside the road and had no walls (obviously) and was basically built by some sticks, and what appeared to be wood (maybe?) we sat on these like patio plastic-esque chairs and actually probably had one of my favorite breakfast meals on this trip AMAZING egg sandwich with coleslaw shredded veggies on this delicious hallah type bread-shockingly it was very good… Roosters, goats, dogs, and cats were roaming past my feet as I consumed this meal. Afterwards we took a cab to the slave dungeons and castles, which were very pretty, but also sad. BUT.. before we got there-our cab driver informed us how impossible it is nowdays to get gas… so much so that we waited probably 45 minutes to an hour for him to get gas…. from his friend on the side of the road-they dont use petroleum-instead, they put these gas tanks in their trunks, and thats how their cars run? ( i dont understand it… dad you probably get what im talking about) ANYWAYS, it was bizzaree and we were sweating. LOL. So, were cruising along to the slave dungeons when all of the sudden HIS CAR STOPS WORKING. We pull over, and have to wait for a mechanic to come.. so while we are sitting in the car, sweating, no AC, i see all of these kids on their way home from school, so naturally being obsessed with lil ones, waved and made funny faces to them… they did it back. they were the cutest little kids ever, and i can officially say my favorite kids throughout all my ports. We were counting to 10 in english, they were mimicking me, Nick gave them food and they loved it… but then obvioussssly they asked for money 😦 quite unfortunate, but some of these kids spoke english SOOOO well, it was so heartbreaking, but at the same time so remarkable to see.

Later that day we saw the slave castles and dungeons-unfortunately i had little knowledge on it, but it was a very cool place to explore.

the last few steps..and im back

as i slowly start to approach the “U.S. territory,” something that used to be my comfort, my rock, my everything, I realize now just how fortunate and privileged I am. I have experienced 14 different countries in just 114 days, i can be cliche and say just how changed i feel; yet, the moment I once saw a vietnamese orphan stare at his currency with blank eyes, unfamiliar of what it even was; the moment when my friends and i had to stand beside a Ghanaian curb where we became those first unfamiliar faces that ghanaian children have ever seen, the moment i entered an Indian mentally disabled orphanage home and the only reaction i could attain was tears streaming down my eyes as i saw a child bleeding and not even having the accessibility for a band-aid.. THESE are the things that have molded me into this “changed” person… but yet, are those even ways to classify “a changed person?”

Today, as i started to disembark Europe, the clock was winding down,and I sprinted through the Paris airport-running like a maniac just to make my flight. That first step I made on the plane; that one moment where all of these faces began to speak english; that moment when the ratio to caucasian faces to minorities surpassed my brain; that moment when i began to hear conversations i could ACTUALLY understand at first-hand… tears filled my eyes.

I had made it. I had finally been able to conquer any fears, any uncertainity that i had the inability to experience what i just did for the past 4 months. I am so proud of myself, let alone my parents for giving me this opportunity. yes I AM CHANGED, YES I look around and see things differently.. Semester at Sea has probably saved my life. The cultures and opportunities Semester at Sea gives you is outstanding. Throwing yourself into a completely new place-even the ship that has 600+ people, and having no where to go.. can be quite ironic as i felt the most growth in that seclusion.

The nerves and tensions of what to do, who to talk to, what if im not cool, what if i am sitting alone for a meal, all erase. The 6 by 6 room you share with one other person, the rock hard bed that you sleep all your exhaustion on, all become that comfort, that rock, that everything. The stress and fear of being thrown into a country where the majority of people live off of just $5 a day is NEW, so yes it is OKAY to be scared, but when can you ever say that you have this unbelievable chance to make a difference again?

I have exposed my eyes to things that i did not know existed. My eyes have seen dirt filled homes, let alone homes that attained no more substance than just concrete floors and walls.

It is going to be hard, even as I mentally try to prepare going back home to know that the world is just so much MORE than the dumb, over-priced grocery stores, the swanky restaurants that people crave, the desire or absolute MUST NEED for the new designer items that came out.. HELLO PEOPLE WE ARE MORE THAN THAT. The level of consumerism cannot and will not surpass my memory of seeing such poverty stricken areas. THE WORLD HAS MORE TO OFFER, REACH OUT and put yourself in there.

I cannot believe, me, Melanie Shaw, experienced this journey. This has undoubtably been the best decision of my life. I am so fortunate and lucky that I have seen all of this. Thank you everyone who supported me during this voyage that deeply and profoundly changed my life.

So long..

Michigan pride from the sea!

Yesteday, all the michigan students took a picture!! we just are so excited and eager for the basketball team to make it to the final four!! woohooo GO blue!

Paradise-Cape Town, South Africa

Off to paradise! Cape Town, South Africa-I had a blast! It was definitely one of my favorite ports-i knew this coming into my voyage that south africa would be unlike any other place, and it undoubtably succeeded my expectations. The first day, me and my friends Jaja (Jonathan) and Brandon went on a Segway wine tour through the Spier Winery! The leader of our trip was the Dean of student affairs, who they have already “schmoozed” over, so i was excited to get to know him (Craig) in a fun, light-hearted atmosphere. We first spent our time training for the segway riding! It was SOOO hard. I was surprised to see how difficult it was to actually control these things! It had been my DREAM to ride a segway, so what better of a time with some segway driving and wine!!! We first explored through the entire winery via Segway, and then had a wine tasting of all the various wines Spier had. Pintoage is a South African delicacy wine that is made only there! It was SOOO good, actually i take that back… it was bad. I realized after this trip that my wine preference is definitely white! After we explored through the wine country, i met up with my friends back on the boat to go to our AMAZING 25 person house in Camps Bay (the fancy chic area of Cape town!)

This is a view of our stunning house for 4 nights!! It was UNREAL. Me, Lesley, Nicole, and Casey all came to the house as the staff of the ship asked us if we were leaving for good (i had a rolley suitcase, a backpack, and a purse) and she thought i was LEAVING FOR GOOD! oh gosh. that was funny, on our way to the house we stopped at a liquor store of course called Harley’s, it was right next to a subway, which was exciting to see some normal food for once! We arrived at the house, got ready and began our first night out in cape town! We went to Long street to a bar called Dubliner’s. It had a irish feel and was much more laid back than I had expected. Live music was playing and we met up with a bunch of other SAS-ers. Afterwards, we went to a club called mercury- the line was so long, so we left and ended up just hanging out iwth everyone back at our house! its so fun to have an exciting place to come back to!! especially when it is as gorgeous as our house was!

Picture of Dylan (Colorado) Me and Nicole (Boston) outside on our balcony the first night!

The next day we woke up, Gentry, Nicole and I walked around and explored Camps bay! We went to this UNREAL breakfast place called Cafe Caprice, which was right along the beach. It was DELICIOUS! Definitely recommend it for future visitors! Afterwards, we were so exhausted from the night before that we took a double decker bus to site-see! Below is a picture of me and my friend Melanie (LOL, from Switzerland) on the bus tour!!

Afterwards, we came back to the house, utilized the AMAZING wifi, showered, and rested before everyone came home to go out for dinner to Pepper’s Club (all 25 of us!) it was so much fun. I had AMAZING filet medallions and sushi! I was so excited. Afterwards, we went to a club called fiction, which was very fun! Below is a picture of Elizabeth (Cali) Nicole (Boston) Me and Gentry (Aspen, CO) at Fiction!

The Next day we went to Cafe Caprice again because it was so good, surprise surprise. and then hiked table mountain~!!! It was SOO beautiful-unfortunately, the visibility was 0 as we got higher up. So therefore we took the cable car, and it was the BEST decision yet. I also purchased a HUGE table mountain fleece, which was probably the most efficient purchase i’ve made on my voyage thus far. It was SOOOOO WIndy and cold that we only snapped a quick picture and went right into the cafe on top of the mountain! It was delicious, and we warmed up with coffee and soup! Then, we all went grocery shopping and had a huge BBQ! It was so adorable, the gents cooked and then the ladies cleaned, of course. It was delicious-we had salad, burgers, chicken, steak, corn, and chips with the accompany of wine and beer to satisfy our American fix of a BBQ. It was so cute all staying in and cooking-definitely was one of my favorite parts about the trip. We all were so comfortable and cozy, and just loving eachothers company. Afterwards we went out to a bar called Tiger-Tiger.

Heres a cute picture of some of the boys on the outskirts of our pool, over looking the ocean sunset!!!

Then we woke up and me and 6 other girls Jackie (Cali) Lesley (TX) Elizabeth (Cali) Nicole (Boston) Maxine (Hamptons, NY) and Caroline (TX) all began our winetour/safari! We went to a bunch of different wineries where i learned even more info about wine! We were all exhausted from lack of sleep, sharing beds with 4+ people for the past 4 nights that all we wanted to do was crash and go to sleep. We drove 3 hours outside of Cape Town to experience the real Winery life. We stayed at this little lodge that looked rather sketchy on the outside, as we were introduced by a HUGE rotwilder or whatever type of dog. We watched the Sweetest Thing and the Katy Perry movie, and enjoyed wine and a BBQ cooked by our guide Richard, and went to bed early for our safari the next morning!

We woke up and went to aquila reserve! it was so cool! saw lots of animals. we went to another winery afterwards, and then arrived back at the ship.

8 hours of fun

Well we had a “tease” so to speak in Mauritius and it was a blast! 30 of us went on a catamaran boat towards Gabriel Island, then we went to the beach for snorkeling and a BBQ! The water was GORGEOUS! After we had fun on the boat cruising throughout the island, we headed back towards Grand Baie, the port.. then we unfortunately had to end our day and to head back on the ship…. BUT, it was BBQ dinner!!!! it was DELICIOUS! I guess everyone in the past got super excited about “Taco Night”, but me being a “Shaw Girl” just can’t resist a good BBQ!!!!! Hands down my favorite meal on this ship! Heres some pics of beautiful mauritius!!! would love to come back and explore more!

Me and my friends Nick and Sam trying to get a picture with the beautiful little island thing-no idea the name

just enjoying the catamaran life!!!!

me and Maxine (hamptons, NY) before boarding the Catamaran!!! On Grand Baie !!!

TD APPROVAL AND OFF TO INDIA!

After a few rough “TD” days post Myanmar, I’m off to India!!!! One downside of being a Shaw: lack of conservative light clothing… oh well, guess that means SHOPPING!!!! heres my itinerary for my next amazing 5 day adventure! My first day consists of a field lab for my international law class of sitting in a hotel for 6 hours- but theres AC, so IM FINE woohooo… here goes nothing!

Off to Singapore!

48 hours in singapore to do it right! Waiting to get off the ship now, for 2 days and 1 night of nonstop fun. The most exciting thing about this trip: WE CAN EAT THE PRODUCE AND DRINK THE WATER!!! Ohhhh yeahhh!!!!!!! I’m so excited for a quick “tease” of normalcy….!!!!! Every building that I can see out of my little ship window has outlandish architecture!! It looks so hip and modern!! I can’t wait!!